Still A child At heart

LAST NIGHT I DID THE MOST CHILDISH THING...
     I CRYED LAST NIGHT AND I REACHED FOR MY PILLOW PET!! AS CRAZY AND CHILDISH AS THAT MAY SEEM IT'S TRUE..U MAY ASK WHY I WAY CRYING AND I CAN ANSWER THAT I LOVE SOMEONE SO FREAKIN MUCH THAT I CRYED BECAUSE THEY WASN'T AROUND. I HADEN'T CRYED IN A WHILE SO LAST NIGHT WAS REALLY NEEDED..AND IN A WAY IT WAS LIKE THERPHY FOR THE SOUL.
             THIS NIGHT FELT AS IF THIS PERSON HAD PUT MY HEART IN THE BOTTOM OF THEIR SHOE AND JUST WALKED BACK TOO WHERE I HAD ONE HURT!!!
EVEN THOUGH I HATE THE WAY U MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I CRY. I HATE HOW U HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS IN THE RAIN EVEN THOUGH I LIKE TOO BE HELD..! I HATE HOW U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE OUR LOVE IS A BOXING MATCH AND I GOTTA PUT ON MY PROTECTIVE ARMER!! I HATE HOW U MAKE ME FALL FOR U WHEN I CAN'T STAND YOU MOST! TRUTH IS IM STILL A CHILD AT HEART JUST LOOKIN FOR THE LOVE OF MY FATHER...
         AND CAUSE I HAVE NO FATHER I WAS HOPEING THAT U COULD GIVE ME THAT LOVE AND MUCH MORE..AND I WOULD BE ABLE TOO RETURN THAT LOVE TOO......CAUSE WE'VE BOTH BEEN HURT TIME & TIME AGAIN WE AGREE THAT WE CANT AFFOIRD TOO TAKE EXTREME CHANCES WITH OUR HEART!! SO THEIR FOR IMMA STAY A CHILD AT HEART AND KEEP REACHING 4 MY FAVORITE PILLOW.....
                  WHILE U DO THE SAME!!....BUT IN THE MEAN TIME I LOVE U LIKE CRAZY BUT I CANT STAND U NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT NOT EVEN AT ALL!!