Dear Jazzmine,
Never forget that your purpose is to serve, Love, and live for him. So, you can NOT, and I repeat CAN NOT let one simple girl stop you from doing that. She wanted to do u dirty. Don't sweat it boo, Karma got her. Let God handle that. That ain't your mess to clean up.
Oh, & Jazzmine, Never forget to love yourself. & baby, never cry yourself to sleep again, the one girl that God got waiting for you will never be the reason behind your tears. But she will be the reason why you buying wedding dresses & wedding rings. She'll be better than that last Girl. She Will LOVE YOU.
Sincerely,
Yourself (Jazzmine)
Friday, September 28, 2012
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Pimping Ain't Easy
If I were a Pimp, I wanna win player of the year every year.
I want a gold Cadillac, 75 feet long, with a diamond in the back and
TV's in my head rest so my hoes can watch videos on how to not look like a trick.
I don't want my prostitutes to be women either. I want then to be
big, tall, chocolate, swollen brothers in business suites and alligator dress shoes.
I want my hoes to be fly.
I want my tricks to call me daddy and give me 60% of what ever they make.
Imma name my hoes the days of the week so they know what days the work.
Unlike any other pimp, I wont beat my tricks. When they misbehave I'm gonna hit
them where it hurts most, their pockets, cause my momma taught me that.
My Hoes wouldn't have to fuck for money either.
Instead they'll have to do good deeds.
And nothing is better than being paid in long lasting "Thank Yous"
that settle in your cheeks like the flavors of long lasting chewing gum.
They'll get paid in smiles and hugs from helping old women and little girls cross the street.
And when they report back to me, I want them to reach into their pant pockets and pull out hand fulls of hugs and kisses.
I want my hoes to be smart. College educated and fully motivated to take on the world.
Instead of turning tricks, I want them to turn half empty hearts into half full ones.
I want them to turn frowns into smiles, crack heads into profits and full moons into shining stars.
I want my hoes to be like me. Warm Hearts & talent, just like me.
If I were a pimp, I'd win player of the year every year.
Turning the world into a happier place, one hoe at a time.
I want a gold Cadillac, 75 feet long, with a diamond in the back and
TV's in my head rest so my hoes can watch videos on how to not look like a trick.
I don't want my prostitutes to be women either. I want then to be
big, tall, chocolate, swollen brothers in business suites and alligator dress shoes.
I want my hoes to be fly.
I want my tricks to call me daddy and give me 60% of what ever they make.
Imma name my hoes the days of the week so they know what days the work.
Unlike any other pimp, I wont beat my tricks. When they misbehave I'm gonna hit
them where it hurts most, their pockets, cause my momma taught me that.
My Hoes wouldn't have to fuck for money either.
Instead they'll have to do good deeds.
And nothing is better than being paid in long lasting "Thank Yous"
that settle in your cheeks like the flavors of long lasting chewing gum.
They'll get paid in smiles and hugs from helping old women and little girls cross the street.
And when they report back to me, I want them to reach into their pant pockets and pull out hand fulls of hugs and kisses.
I want my hoes to be smart. College educated and fully motivated to take on the world.
Instead of turning tricks, I want them to turn half empty hearts into half full ones.
I want them to turn frowns into smiles, crack heads into profits and full moons into shining stars.
I want my hoes to be like me. Warm Hearts & talent, just like me.
If I were a pimp, I'd win player of the year every year.
Turning the world into a happier place, one hoe at a time.
Thursday, September 20, 2012
Dear Hair Weave,
Dear Hair Weave,
Your expensive. Your so expensive some people can't pay their light bill because of you.
And some people, well bald people need you. Mr.Weave, if your the cheap kind, why can't you simply curl to make people believe that your Remy when your really Jimmy.
Weave, you put me threw a lot. But your so attractive, I don't mind waking up 10 minutes early just to do you.
"If you can't grow it sow it." I always say. But Mr.Weave it would be nice if niggas stopped treating you so bad. Like, not brushing you and having you looking a mess.
Weave, I really do need you. Weave I know one thing, if everyone in the world stopped making money, I know you wouldn't.
Why? Because the world needs you.
Maybe I'll get some of your brother "Mr.Real Good" so I can have Long Diva Curls like Syleena Johnson, or Nicci Gilbert even.
Or Maybe, I'll get some Clippers, shave my sides and glue some of your daughter in "Purple Rain" so I can look like Monifah.
Hmmm, so many options. I don't know which to choose. But, what I do know is Mr.Hair Weave I do LOVE YOU.
Sincerely, Jazzmine (A faithful weave wearer)
Your expensive. Your so expensive some people can't pay their light bill because of you.
And some people, well bald people need you. Mr.Weave, if your the cheap kind, why can't you simply curl to make people believe that your Remy when your really Jimmy.
Weave, you put me threw a lot. But your so attractive, I don't mind waking up 10 minutes early just to do you.
"If you can't grow it sow it." I always say. But Mr.Weave it would be nice if niggas stopped treating you so bad. Like, not brushing you and having you looking a mess.
Weave, I really do need you. Weave I know one thing, if everyone in the world stopped making money, I know you wouldn't.
Why? Because the world needs you.
Maybe I'll get some of your brother "Mr.Real Good" so I can have Long Diva Curls like Syleena Johnson, or Nicci Gilbert even.
Or Maybe, I'll get some Clippers, shave my sides and glue some of your daughter in "Purple Rain" so I can look like Monifah.
Hmmm, so many options. I don't know which to choose. But, what I do know is Mr.Hair Weave I do LOVE YOU.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Feel Empty
When your chest feels empty like you can't breath anymore don't be afraid.
Don't be afraid to ever feel empty because it means you can't be used.!
No one can rip out the pieces of you that mean the most to you because you've used them all for yourself.
You've used them to make you happy. You've fulfilled the dreams you've always talked about.
You've danced the rhythms of life, and walked the only path that can lead you to God.
You've achieved happiness.
If your chest ever feels empty never question if your missing something in this life.
And rather than questioning your faith in God, look to him and say, thank you father, I love you.
Don't ever be afraid to be empty. It only means you can't be used.
Don't be afraid to ever feel empty because it means you can't be used.!
No one can rip out the pieces of you that mean the most to you because you've used them all for yourself.
You've used them to make you happy. You've fulfilled the dreams you've always talked about.
You've danced the rhythms of life, and walked the only path that can lead you to God.
You've achieved happiness.
If your chest ever feels empty never question if your missing something in this life.
And rather than questioning your faith in God, look to him and say, thank you father, I love you.
Don't ever be afraid to be empty. It only means you can't be used.
How I'm feeling
"Sometimes what you think might be crazy may not be crazy to the next person."
A random guy on FaceBook told me that. And tears started to fall knowing that this guy could have just solved all of my insecurities within a second.
Me as a extremely emotional teenager felt that after the 8th grade, the world hated me.
I lost many friends but, I gained a few more. So I didn't know if I should be angry & bitter or excited & relieved that people still like me.
I have a heart filled with a thousand question marks because I don't know if love's suppose to be a one way street, I don't know if I'm going to hell because I live, breath & bleed gay. And I don't even know if my daddy really loves me.
With these questions come anger.
I'm angry that the girl I love, well once loved played me like a toy & threw me away.
I was angry enough to wrap 2 Chainz around my neck & wrap my truth like a rap song. I would spit the truth of needing to be at God's feel & put him first because he always loved me.
I was angry because I dared to question my religion even when God had complete faith in me.
And I was sad because I looked for something out in the world that i had in my heart the whole time.
I had God.
So how dare them bigots say because I'm gay theirs no way I know God. I know him. Question is do you?
A random guy on FaceBook told me that. And tears started to fall knowing that this guy could have just solved all of my insecurities within a second.
Me as a extremely emotional teenager felt that after the 8th grade, the world hated me.
I lost many friends but, I gained a few more. So I didn't know if I should be angry & bitter or excited & relieved that people still like me.
I have a heart filled with a thousand question marks because I don't know if love's suppose to be a one way street, I don't know if I'm going to hell because I live, breath & bleed gay. And I don't even know if my daddy really loves me.
With these questions come anger.
I'm angry that the girl I love, well once loved played me like a toy & threw me away.
I was angry enough to wrap 2 Chainz around my neck & wrap my truth like a rap song. I would spit the truth of needing to be at God's feel & put him first because he always loved me.
I was angry because I dared to question my religion even when God had complete faith in me.
And I was sad because I looked for something out in the world that i had in my heart the whole time.
I had God.
So how dare them bigots say because I'm gay theirs no way I know God. I know him. Question is do you?
Me & Syleena Johnson
I went all the way out to North Chicago On the Metra Train in the middle of the night with my momma & my best friend just to have this moment. Y'all I prayed for this like It was going to be my last prayer. My dream came true. 9.9.12 
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Your love bus.
I was suppose to get off this bus 3 stops ago, but giving up that chance to smell your dreams & get high off of u was too much of a risk to take. See I know love when I see it & baby, You are love.
Your the love that keeps me going, the love that fills me up when I'm hungry & your the love that keeps this earth in rotation. I know you are love because their is nothing better than a woman's love.
You know. Women got that love where hugs linger on your body still making you feel wrapped in their arms in the middle of the night.
Women got that love where kisses aren't just worth a thousand emotions, kisses are like the world cemented into Gods back. Kisses are probably the explanation why they can't find life on mars. And a woman's kiss is why the caged bird sings.
See to me your the axis MY earth rotates around. Your the definition of all I been missing. I swear for you I would bleed rubies, & cry diamonds if it meant I could make you the happiest woman in the world.
Age don't matter baby so COME ON, you know You wanna be with me. You can never forget that I was yo' first "thang." I was your 1st girl, 1st girl crush & I was you 1st girl kiss. And shit, I was even willing to yo' first closet freak if you wanted me to.
Because that's how much I love you.
I love you enough to take 5 steps back in the closet when I just struggled to take all ten.!
You are a woman & thats why I love you. so when You walk around with your new boo realize she looks just like me. & try's to love you like I do. But she can never be me because you can never make copies without first consulting the blue print. So nice TRY.!
I was suppose to get off your love bus 3 stops ago. But I couldn't give up that chance to smell your dreams & get high off you. I love you.
Your the love that keeps me going, the love that fills me up when I'm hungry & your the love that keeps this earth in rotation. I know you are love because their is nothing better than a woman's love.
You know. Women got that love where hugs linger on your body still making you feel wrapped in their arms in the middle of the night.
Women got that love where kisses aren't just worth a thousand emotions, kisses are like the world cemented into Gods back. Kisses are probably the explanation why they can't find life on mars. And a woman's kiss is why the caged bird sings.
See to me your the axis MY earth rotates around. Your the definition of all I been missing. I swear for you I would bleed rubies, & cry diamonds if it meant I could make you the happiest woman in the world.
Age don't matter baby so COME ON, you know You wanna be with me. You can never forget that I was yo' first "thang." I was your 1st girl, 1st girl crush & I was you 1st girl kiss. And shit, I was even willing to yo' first closet freak if you wanted me to.
Because that's how much I love you.
I love you enough to take 5 steps back in the closet when I just struggled to take all ten.!
You are a woman & thats why I love you. so when You walk around with your new boo realize she looks just like me. & try's to love you like I do. But she can never be me because you can never make copies without first consulting the blue print. So nice TRY.!
I was suppose to get off your love bus 3 stops ago. But I couldn't give up that chance to smell your dreams & get high off you. I love you.
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