Dear Homophobia,

Dear homophobia, My grandmother tought me to not say “I hate you” but to say “thank you.” Homophobia I wanna thank u for making me realize the world isn’t all cotton candy and every one isn’t like me. When u tell me I can’t I turn my back and tell you “watch me.” I despise you because you many nights had me on the edge of the tallest building in down town chicago, willing to take my life and allow you to win. But I didnt ! I couldn’t allow fear to concur all things. Because u bullied me you showed me how not to treat people and how not to let your threats sound believeable to my ears. Your not worth my tears and the fast pase beating of my heart jumping up to my throat making me wanna choak. Your not worth my fears, I have moved u out to make room for things like ghost, roaches, and that man coming into my room slowly twisting the shitty lock that he wasn’t suppose to have the key to. Homophobia, u make me laugh when you Make no sence trying to hurt my feelings and saying my love for women is a sin. HA, your a trip cause I ain’t have to vote on that disfunctional shit you call a marriage. But its kool Homophobia, thank you. <3

How alive is Racism?

Janet Jackson tweets this picture of a doll she was given on tour and the whole world even myself could tell that Miss.Jackson was trynna say that, that doll was a joke being made of black people. The tweet may not say much but it says ALOT in so little words. I think Janet wants to say ‘Its a crock of crap,’ but dosen’t so she asked how we feel so we could say it for her, with her keeping in mind she has a rep to maintain.
“During the tour, I was given this doll named Maria. She was advertised as lifelike. How does Maria make you feel?”-Janet Jackson
I felt that this doll was a joke being made of Black people and was a racial thing on the slick side, I believe my library teacher would shoot through the roof if she were to see this doll AND fully understand what janet’s tweet was trying to say but dosent really say. I just thought I was the ONLY one looking at this twice and realizing this COULD be a racist thing. Well, IDK. Until we hear how Miss.Jackson really feels we will never know the truth of what that tweet ment.
On the other hand Twitter is EXPLODING with anger & confusion about the doll, even all of the Janet fan pages my account is linked to is fired up about this doll & we are all dieing to know what Janet really thinks.

Dear Pillow,

Dear Pillow,
I'm sorry for all the tears of my over flowing heart & my ocean deep eyes. I'm sorry for soaking you with all of my pain, the stress of another day & the homophobic threats they don't say to my face but say behind my back loud enough to hear. Pillow, I'm sorry for hurting your feelings & breaking your spine when I punch you if im mad. If you will accept my valid apology i will do my best to cry me a river & leave you alone instead & maybe punch the air in the sky. So sorry for slobbing in your face & pooting on your head when i play the game with my other brother. Im never going to hurt your again, well i until i get hurt again. Your gonna be the one i tell my secrets to and my right hand man. So pillow, thank you.
Love,
Jazzmine <3

My feelings, your poem..

Breathing is not am option when ever your around. Your presence takes my breath away. Being loved by you makes me shy at the thought of us for eturnity. Like Frank Ocean said, "I been thinking about you." I dont know what it is but your just do something to me.
A single touch from you makes my skin crawl in lust. These are my feelings but its your poem cause I wrote it for you, when I was thinking about you.
Without you I'm incomplete. You'll be like my missing puzzle peace. I love when people ask you if I'm your main, then you reply back "Naw she my only." I feel like I'm beauty, and I'm being held captive by the beast of your love. I'm incomplete without you.

Not many words can describe how I feel so I'm just gonna stop while I'm ahead and tell you I've been thing about you.

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Still A child At heart

LAST NIGHT I DID THE MOST CHILDISH THING...
     I CRYED LAST NIGHT AND I REACHED FOR MY PILLOW PET!! AS CRAZY AND CHILDISH AS THAT MAY SEEM IT'S TRUE..U MAY ASK WHY I WAY CRYING AND I CAN ANSWER THAT I LOVE SOMEONE SO FREAKIN MUCH THAT I CRYED BECAUSE THEY WASN'T AROUND. I HADEN'T CRYED IN A WHILE SO LAST NIGHT WAS REALLY NEEDED..AND IN A WAY IT WAS LIKE THERPHY FOR THE SOUL.
             THIS NIGHT FELT AS IF THIS PERSON HAD PUT MY HEART IN THE BOTTOM OF THEIR SHOE AND JUST WALKED BACK TOO WHERE I HAD ONE HURT!!!
EVEN THOUGH I HATE THE WAY U MAKE ME LAUGH WHEN I CRY. I HATE HOW U HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS IN THE RAIN EVEN THOUGH I LIKE TOO BE HELD..! I HATE HOW U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE OUR LOVE IS A BOXING MATCH AND I GOTTA PUT ON MY PROTECTIVE ARMER!! I HATE HOW U MAKE ME FALL FOR U WHEN I CAN'T STAND YOU MOST! TRUTH IS IM STILL A CHILD AT HEART JUST LOOKIN FOR THE LOVE OF MY FATHER...
         AND CAUSE I HAVE NO FATHER I WAS HOPEING THAT U COULD GIVE ME THAT LOVE AND MUCH MORE..AND I WOULD BE ABLE TOO RETURN THAT LOVE TOO......CAUSE WE'VE BOTH BEEN HURT TIME & TIME AGAIN WE AGREE THAT WE CANT AFFOIRD TOO TAKE EXTREME CHANCES WITH OUR HEART!! SO THEIR FOR IMMA STAY A CHILD AT HEART AND KEEP REACHING 4 MY FAVORITE PILLOW.....
                  WHILE U DO THE SAME!!....BUT IN THE MEAN TIME I LOVE U LIKE CRAZY BUT I CANT STAND U NOT EVEN A LITTLE BIT NOT EVEN AT ALL!!

contemplating suicide!?

It can keep u left alone feelin all on your own It can have u siting your rist bleeding a cry 4 help For sum it can leave u swallowing a bag of pills jus 2 numb the pain & for many it can cause all of the drinking away of the issuses thats just gonna leave u covered in red stains of being insane But not for all is it gonna end the same u feel turned on cause you been alone for so long When your own mom wont even look @ u the right way I understand U hate the fact that she treats u this way like your just the worst thing the world has ever seen How she once loved u U were once her baby girl or boy now your just a worthless thing takeing up precious space Its cold out here but u have 2 understand never give up their will always be sum one out here that will u honer u charish u most importantly LOVE U!so if you contemplating suicide this is for u I been their that note that will soon change every life.2nd guess ur self Givin dem da satisfaction of allowing dem 2 think they won is that worth ur life?LIVE 4 ME!